Well, what can I say?

Well, I’ve only just figured out how to operate this website, and now it seems all so simple. I like to teach myself things, learning from anothers teachings doesn’t get through to me for some reason. I suppose I better just ramble about how pitiful my little life actually is, while also adding a few things you might want to know. So here it all is:

Well, I enjoy a number of things. Reading, writing, drawing, listening to music, watching various things, talking, and helping people and the planet are only very little of my many interests and enjoyments in life. My biggest interest and enjoyment is my boyfriend, Sam, whom I love with every fibre of my being. If you want specifics, here they are:

I enjoy watching all type of movies, shows, cartoons, etc. My preference, however, is the horror, thriller, slasher, splatter, survival and gore genre. I also very much enjoy supernatural, paranormal and war genres.

I listen to all kinds of music, I do not judge and I am a big music fan. My preferences are gothic, rock, emocore, screamo, heavy-metal, deathcore and chiptune.

I read all kinds of books, magazines, websites, comics, etc. My preferences would, again, be the horror, thriller, slasher, survival, splatter, gore, war, paranormal and supernatural genres.

I write various things, mainly horror, supernatural, paranormal, war and dark romances. My writing style is off the wall and hard to read, so I wouldn’t really bother if I were you.

I draw in anime, manga style. I also draw realistically as well. I love all forms of art and craft.

I love martial arts and getting fit, though at the moment I’m not really fit.

I love all kinds of animals, plants and colours, though my favourites are the dragon and wolf, neon pink, and big, old trees.

I am a big, huge gamer and will play anything. My preferences are horror, thriller, slasher, gore, survival, splatter, war, supernatural and paranormal games.

I have severe depression and take medication that doesn’t work for it, I’ve got social anxiety as well as various other mental health issues. I self-harm and I’ve had an eating disorder before, and am developing one again.

You want more about me, you say? Well, I’m very open and not caring about what you think of me, so here it is:

I’m a gay pre-op transman, that means I am a man who likes men. I just happen to be in the wrong body. But I will be getting surgery and HRT, so don’t worry too much. I love being a part of the LGBTQIPA community, and I think I’d be very depressed if I was straight. No offense to any straight people whom are reading this. I’m very defensive on subjects I see as important, and can be a buzzkill because of it. I’ll be getting HRT (Hormonal Replacement Therapy, also known as Testosterone Therapy or “T”),  hysterectomy (removal of the uterus), oophorectomy (removal of the ovaries), CRS (Chest Reconstruction Surgery) and GRS (Genital Reconstruction Surgery). I know the risks, how much they costs, etc. I still want it done, because what I am is a man, and I want to look like one, too. I’m various other things wich I will not disclose on this Blog (or whatever it is) for my own personal reasons. Also, I think I should mention that when I said I’d be very depressed if I were straight was not including the fact that I have depression. I try not to let the illness (or whatever you would like to reffer it to) to take over my life. I was simply saying I’m quite happy and proud being a part of the LGBTQIPA community, but I’m sad of the minor things in life.

I suppose I should say I absolutely hate abusers, towards animals or people, or even plants. It’s a horrid thing.

That is all I can think of at this point in time. I suppose I shall depart and say my farewells to you all.

Farewell and I hope to see you again.

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